Id also like this to be inspiration to you. Each and every day Id wake up, run down the steps and outside to call for her. Each night Id hang another piece of our dirty laundry outside (to give off a scent), only after driving home real slow with my hand out trying to leave a trail of scent. Id call for her before I went to bed. Ronnie said hed long given up on her and seriously thought I was crazy to keep doing all this stuff for her. In my heart, I too,was preparing for her to never come home again, but I just couldnt give up. I hope that YOU dont give up either. Because even though not ALL prayers are answered the way wed hope for, they are answered. Keep the hope. Keep on keeping on. I know that it certainly has given me a spark to get back in the game of our life and keep on keeping on.
Hope your day is just as blessed.